05 February 2011 @ 03:28 pm
Compelling | Aidan/Josh | R  
Title: Compelling
Fandom: Being Human US
Pairing: Aidan/Josh, mentioned past Aidan/Bishop
Rating: R
Word Count: 1,423
Summary: Sincere talking, like actual communication? Has never exactly been their strong suit.
Spoilers: This takes place the morning after the closing scene of episode three. If you haven't seen that episode yet, be warned.
Notes: Part of what I'm jokingly calling the "Sex With Josh Fixes Everything" Universe. Emphasis on the joking. Follows Newtonian and The Word of Your Body.



"You look like shit."

Josh lifts his arm, stifling back a groan at the movement, and flips Aidan off before dropping it quickly back down onto his bed and sighing into the pillow.

After a moment, he feels the bed dip beside him as Aidan sits down. Josh tilts his head enough to look up at him, and lets his forehead press against Aidan's thigh.

"Your back's scratched to hell," Aidan says conversationally, and gingerly runs his finger over one of what Josh assumes are slashes down his torso.

"Yeah, well…got into a fight with a wild dog. It got ugly."

"You're lucky I know you're a monster or I'd be jealous that you were having what has to be some seriously kinky sex with someone else without telling me."

"Don't mention sex," Josh groans. "I hate sex. It involves moving. I also hate work, driving a car, and breathing."

"Seriously?"

"Seriously what?"

"You don't want to—"

"Have sex? Now? No. Give me a day or two, Aidan. Jesus."

"But our agreement—"

"Are you seriously trying to guilt trip me into sex the day after the full moon? Classy, Aidan."

Aidan pauses, then admits, "Yeah, that was kind of Bishop-y. Sorry."

"What, he used to guilt you into sex with the whole, 'I gave you eternal life!' line?"

"Pretty much."

"You are such a walking cliché."

"I'm not a cliché, I'm just desperate for a distraction."

Josh glances up at him, actually looking for the first time, and sighs. "What did you do now?"

"What?"

"You've got guilt eyes. That's why you want to fuck me."

"Actually, I was going to see if you wanted to try fucking me again. I was thinking you could just lay there and I could ride you."

Josh swallows roughly, ignoring the swoop of arousal in the pit of his stomach. If he didn't feel like hell warmed over today, he'd already be watching Aidan fuck himself open. Just not today of all days.

"What did you do?" Josh asks when he's sure that he's not going to end up humping the bed. "It's something to do with that guy we went to watch, isn't it?"

Aidan stares down at the comforter and shrugs. He picks up the corner—Josh thinks about protesting because hey, he's naked under there, but there's really not much point to it at this stage in the game—and twists it around his finger.

"I drove a man mad," he says after a moment. "While I was compelling him."

"Okay, are you trying to tell me that you've been having kinky sex with someone else? Is that what this was about?"

"Not the good kind of mad," Aidan says wryly. "I don't like to compel people to do things. It's too…"

"Rapey?"

"Pretty much. I was never much good at it anyway, and since I don't feed off live blood anymore… I killed his father a few decades ago. He recognized me from the police sketch and I was trying to make him forget. I thought—I thought it was better than letting Bishop take care of it."

"Anything would be better than letting Bishop take care of it."

"He killed himself," Aidan cuts in, so quietly that Josh almost doesn't hear it. "I took out that entire family. I—fuck—I ended their fucking line."

Josh sighs. "You want a blowjob? My mouth's pretty much the only thing that doesn't hurt."

Aidain grins, just a little. "No, I don't want a blowjob. Sex with you doesn't fix everything, you know. I just thought it might make me…forget."

"I'm really not that compelling."

"Yeah, you are. Scoot over. If you're not going to fuck me, I at least want to cuddle."

Josh groans at every little movement, but he finally manages to shift over enough to let Aidan lay down beside him.

"How come you didn't want to change in the hospital?"

It's a really good thing that Josh's face is buried in Aidan's shoulder, because if it weren't, Aidan would see the expression on his face.

"I almost killed someone," he admits. "On neighborhood watch, we caught that guy who's been vandalizing shit. I grabbed him around the throat when we caught up to him and all I could think about was how…"

He doesn't finish it. Can't. But Aidan understands.

"Good it felt."

"Yeah. And that guy—Jesse or whoever—he was there. He thought it was cool."

"I don't like him," Aidan mutters.

"You don't like him because he was flirting with me."

"You—you knew he was flirting?"

"He wasn't hiding it."

"And you kept hanging around him anyway?"

Josh thinks about laughing, but can't bear the thought of how much it would hurt, so he doesn't.

"You're jealous, aren't you?"

"I wanted to come over there and kick his ass for looking at you like that at the party. I fucking hate humans sometimes."

"What? What's him being human got to do with it?"

There's a long, silent pause that leaves Josh incredibly uncomfortable and worried. Aidan gets broody sometimes, and accepting it is just a prerequisite of knowing him, but after a question like that? It's just odd.

"Aidan?"

"Okay, okay," Aidan sighs. "I didn't want to tell you this because you'll get pissy and I hate it when you go all huffy, but…anyway. You're kind of…mine."

"Yours?" Josh asks dubiously.

"Well, I mean…I'm yours, too, it's not like—okay, look. You've got my scent all over you."

"Fuck you, I shower twice daily."

"No, I mean—look, you can shower all you want, but there's still traces of it on you. And any non-human with a slightly elevated sense of smell can pick it up all over you. They can pick yours up all over me. You just don't notice because you're used to both of our scents. And it's kind of like…you know. When a dog pisses on things. Marking his territory. Only with less piss because I don't go for that."

"Let me guess, you're up for blood play, though, if I ever feel risky."

"No. I told you, your blood is disgusting. I might let you try a little of mine, though. Not enough to turn you, because whoever heard of a were vampire? But sometimes I miss that."

"Bloody sex?"

"The first time Bishop ever fucked me, what do you think he used for lubricant?"

"I hate you for telling me that," Josh groans.

Aidan considers that.

"Yeah, that was a bit far," he admits, and presses his mouth to Josh's. "If Jesse could smell you, though, he'd know."

"You're kind of possessive. Anyone ever tell you that?"

"It's been suggested. Mind if I sleep here?"

"If I'd known I didn't have to put out to get you to spend time with me…"

Josh doesn't finish it because the joke falls flat before he can even get halfway through it.

"It's better here," Aidan says gently. "In this house, the two of us. Having that party, I thought—"

"What?"

"I don't know. It felt…really, really normal. And nice. The two of us, the neighbors, our live-in-ghost…"

Josh turns his head away from Aidan on the pretense of getting a crick out of his neck, but mostly it's just because he can't look at how earnestly Aidan is looking at him. Sincerity has never been their strong suit. Bitching at each other and making each other come six ways to Sunday, that's what they do best. But actual, sincere talking? The kind that's actually meant to be communication instead of just noise to fill the silence?

It's new. Not to mention unexpected. Josh had kind of figured that, of the two of them, he'd be the one to get sappy about the sex, and Aidan would make a face and go on and on about how he's had centuries of time to experience life, and sex really isn't that big of a deal, and it doesn't have to be emotional, and stop being such a wuss about this, Josh, and get on your knees already, but…no.

Because what Aidan just said? About normalcy and the two of them and a house and a neighborhood and a life together…it's terrifying, and not just because they've only been having sex for three months. It's terrifying because Josh hasn't really let himself think of this as anything more than mutual pity sex and he's not entirely sure he even wants it to be more than that.

So he pretends he's asleep and listens until he hears Aidan's soft snores beside him.
 
 
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Silvia Kunderasilviakundera on February 5th, 2011 08:44 pm (UTC)
I like the dynamic you've created with them. And of course the banter. ;)
Buffay the Vampyre Layerguest_age on February 5th, 2011 08:47 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
mummyluvr314mummyluvr314 on February 6th, 2011 01:17 am (UTC)
Have I ever told you how much I love you? Because the Josh/Aidan stuff is amazing, and the Bishop/Aidan asides make me so happy.

A little something for everyone.
Buffay the Vampyre Layer: BH | Josh/Aidan | We like creepy.guest_age on February 6th, 2011 02:56 am (UTC)
lol. As far as I'm concerned, Bishop/Aidan is more canon right now than Josh/Aidan. Josh/Aidan is something that I'd like to happen; Bishop/Aidan is more, "Yeah, they totally hooked up for two hundred years, then Aidan got pissy because Bishop wouldn't cuddle him or something and Bishop was all, 'But wall!sex is really fun, bb!' and Aidan was like, 'SCREW THIS, I'M GOING STRAIGHT EDGE,' and met Josh annnnnd yeah." As far as I'm concerned, unless either Aidan or Bishop actually says on the show, "I did not have sexual relations with that vampire," I remain staunch in this belief.

Also, come on. Who could say no to Mark. Look at him. I mean, come on. Unf.
mummyluvr314mummyluvr314 on February 6th, 2011 03:12 am (UTC)
That is the best explanation of what probably happened that I have ever heard.
Katiefantasysci5 on February 6th, 2011 05:35 am (UTC)
Awwww!

First off...Josh! Of course it's more than pity sex, and you know you want it to be more! lol I loved the scent thing with Aidan and Josh, and the blood lubricant.....eww. lol

Great job!
Buffay the Vampyre Layer: BH | Josh | So awkward.guest_age on February 6th, 2011 05:44 am (UTC)
It's my head canon that one of the reasons Aidan left Bishop is that he wanted more than just sex--he wanted, you know, cuddles and things.

On the other hand, Josh hasn't been away from his former fiancee for all that long, and he's probably still got some residual stuff left over from that--not to mention that he's never been with a man before and it's not even really all that definite that he's actually interested in men, just that he enjoys the physical sensations that sex with Aidan bring--annnnd yeah. I don't think Josh is quite on board the, "Yes, I really enjoyed being an old married couple with you! Let's throw more parties together and let Danny keep thinking we're together!" train just yet.

I am praying that the show gives me something to work with now that I've set up like, an actual issue for them to deal with instead of just writing porn each week. It's going to suck if this gets Jossed to hell and I have to figure out how to keep the fic series going. *facepalm*
Katiefantasysci5 on February 6th, 2011 09:10 pm (UTC)
I love your head canon. I totally like to think Aidan wants cuddling, so left Bishop (although I think it was something bigger that broke them up), and he finds it with Josh.

And I love the conflict you've created, it's just I want to shake Josh. :P But your reasons all make sense.

Oh, and thanks for adding me as a friend! :D Your icon ^ is so cute. <3 If you ever need to bounce ideas off someone, I'm all ears. Good luck with the rest of the awesome series you've created!
Buffay the Vampyre Layer: FANBOYS | Eric/Linus | Can I kiss him?guest_age on February 6th, 2011 10:04 pm (UTC)
I would shake Josh, too. And then do other things. Ahem. I have had an unholy obsession with Sam Huntington for years. My fangirl is showing.
Katiefantasysci5 on February 6th, 2011 10:55 pm (UTC)
And you like SBP. <3

I'm glad you're a Josh fan, since I feel out-numbered by the Aidan and Bishop fans. :P
Buffay the Vampyre Layerguest_age on February 6th, 2011 10:58 pm (UTC)
lol, I love them all, but honestly the thing that made me say, "Okay, I'll watch it," was OMGSAMHUNTINGTONISINTHIS.

I will watch anything with Sam Huntington in it. Anything. My love for him is as pure as the driven snow. :-D
Katiefantasysci5 on February 6th, 2011 11:32 pm (UTC)
I didn't know the actor before BH, but as soon as I saw the commercials with how awkward Josh was, I had to watch it. I love awkward boys. :P Or shy, self-conscious one's, like Remus. :P
Buffay the Vampyre Layer: FANBOYS | Eric/Linus | Can I kiss him?guest_age on February 6th, 2011 11:34 pm (UTC)
If I may offer a recommendation, Fanboys. He plays the lead, Eric Bottler. It's about a group of life-long Star Wars fans who decide to drive from Ohio to Skywalker Ranch to break in and steal a copy of Episode I months before it's due to be released, as one of them has terminal cancer and won't live to see it when it's released. Sam is transcendent in it and it's really funny, touching, hopeful, and slashy.

My love for Sam is truly unnatural.
Katiefantasysci5 on February 7th, 2011 12:44 am (UTC)
Um...0.0 I JUST saw that, and I didn't even know that was him! I just knew his dorky friend from the new "Sorcerer's Apprentice" movie. Aww, now that I know that's Sam, those boys are so cute. Was he the one dying of cancer? Or the one who had to work for his dad? Dang it, I wish I would have paid more attention! Gosh, they are adorable. <3
Buffay the Vampyre Layerguest_age on February 7th, 2011 12:47 am (UTC)
Sam is the one who works for his dad. I wrote like...a literally 9,000 word essay about that movie and how much it means to me. IT IS ONE OF MY ALL-TIME FAVORITES EVER AND I LOVE LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE ACTOR/ACTRESS IN IT.

But especially Sam. Loooooove.
coffeegirl18: Comma Sutracoffeegirl18 on February 6th, 2011 07:35 am (UTC)
Aidan/Josh cuddling...and together 3 months :D The scent bit was smart...and Aidan was willing to bottom (must be love :p). They're so domestic it's sweet and hot.
Buffay the Vampyre Layer: BH | Josh/Aidan | We like creepy.guest_age on February 6th, 2011 01:46 pm (UTC)
As best as I can tell, it's been three months. I'm going by Josh's transformations, so...although it may have actually only been two, now that I'm thinking about my math. Damn it. I fail at addition.

ANYWAY, my awful math skills aside.

Aidan was willing to bottom

In my head, Aidan spent two hundred years getting slamfucked into every available surface by Bishop, and he enjoyed ever minute of it. He just also wanted cuddles and Bishop wouldn't cuddle him, so Aidan was all, "FINE I'M GOING STRAIGHT EDGE AND SHACKING UP WITH A WEREWOLF," except now he's totally besotted with Josh and has no idea how fast he's being or how awkward that's gonna make things. It's endearing, really. :)

Thank you!
coffeegirl18: Being Human US - Aiden Going Black Eyescoffeegirl18 on February 8th, 2011 08:36 pm (UTC)
Ah that's ok...I suck at it too.

I think there was probably a lot of kink involved too. Nice that these two are shacking up together. Maybe Aidan will get a slamfuck from Josh pre-full moon when Josh is all twitchy. Just saying...
aali: zombehaaliriyah on February 6th, 2011 10:00 pm (UTC)
This is a great 'verse. I'm really enjoying it so far. possesive!Aidan is wonderous. ;D
Buffay the Vampyre Layerguest_age on February 6th, 2011 10:02 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much!
bexspnbexspn on February 7th, 2011 06:47 am (UTC)
Wow. Just wow. I love love love this. I love whats going on between the characters, the confusion between just sex and intimacy. I can't wait to read more. I also really love how you write Josh. Its perfect!! Especially for there only being 3 episodes out. I can't wait to read more!
Buffay the Vampyre Layerguest_age on February 7th, 2011 01:11 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much! I'm really glad you like my Josh. :)
vagrantdream: josh and aiden being adorablevagrantdream on February 13th, 2011 06:42 am (UTC)
THIS IS THE MOST AMAZING VERSE.
<3 Just Aidan growing attached and the very Josh/Aidan dynamic and the spot on dialogue and the hot sex and AIDAN WANTS A CUDDLE.
YESSSSSSSS.
Buffay the Vampyre Layerguest_age on February 13th, 2011 01:07 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much!

My pet theory is that the reason Aidan left Bishop is that even though the sex was great, there were no cuddles. He's kind of insistent about them with Josh. I have this mental image of Josh just sitting around watching TV and then surprise!Aidan is surprising and suddenly Josh has a lapful of Aidan butting his head into Josh's stomach like a puppy dog demanding to be petted. *snicker*
lobsangluddlobsangludd on February 18th, 2011 04:17 am (UTC)
aww so sweet, and possessive Aidan is kind of hot! ( I bet possessive Josh would be hot too ;)
Buffay the Vampyre Layerguest_age on February 18th, 2011 01:17 pm (UTC)
I think two hundred years with Bishop as his role model would make anyone possessive. Heh.

...and LJ's being a failbot and posted this comment three times. WTH.

Edited at 2011-02-18 01:18 pm (UTC)
superboyclex: Loki sittingsuperboyclex on January 23rd, 2012 11:44 am (UTC)
Love, love and more love! Even with no sex this is perfect.
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